I have no patience today. It's been building for several days now. I am feeling so aggravated by the personality quirks of the people I work most closely with. As my blog indicates, my feelings towards them ebb and flow. They really are fun people and I enjoy them, for the most part. But the things that bother me about them, really, really bother me.
I don't understand how people can spend so much time and energy being vengeful and superficial. I find it truly draining and exhausting.
I know that i'm spreading myself too thin, right now. Between work, the wedding and the gym, I am so exhausted when I have down time, that I don't have the energy to take care of the little things that need to be done - cleaning my house, taking care of bills, etc. etc. I keep telling myself that there's a light at the end of the tunnel. I'm not sure where the tunnel ends, but i'm sure, wherever it does, there is a light!
What I need is to just have some me-time. Thank God, it's Friday! I have nothing that I have to do this weekend. I am going to be a little selfish, rest, spend time getting things done, and hope to have a fresh approach when i return here Monday morning.
It's Possible
About Me
- Dreamer
- I am a work in progress. I am a sensitive, outspoken, passionate individual with a flair for the dramatic. I believe that people are inherently good, though I do find that being challenged more and more. I want to believe that someday we'll know peace. This blog is really just a place to clear out the day to day musings and chatter. I am using this blog as a tool to pursue one of my main goals - to remain a positive, hopeful, nice person.
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